I sit with tears in my eyes,
and a crooked smile,
as I realize that you are not a part of my life,
as it sinks in that this has been your choice,
and yet I know in my heart, IT. IS. OK.
I know that I am making my own decisions,
decisions that are right for me.
I am proud of where I am,
and my life is good,
that in spite of the tears I am happy.
I have found something I love to do,
that I have finally found a sense of achievement,
and I did not need you to find it.
That I am whole even if I am on my own.
and that unlike you, I will not let me down.