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Day 65 – shouldn’t this be getting easier?

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fol′low-through` (n.)

1. the completion of a motion.
2. the portion of such a motion after the ball has been hit.
3. the act of continuing a plan, project, scheme, or the like to its completion.

You would think by now that trying to post everyday for 100 days would be getting easier as we cross the halfway mark and enter the final stretch. But NO, I am finding it harder. I am feeling like I am just writing fluff in order to say I did a post. This is not what was intended. They say that after doing something everyday for so many days, it becomes a habit (problem is no one seems to agree on how many days that really is – I’ve read anywhere from 30, thru to 60). This has not become a habit. In some ways it has almost become dreaded. Instead of writing I stare down the computer and lose all brain function in the process…

WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT?!?!

I need to complete this.

I am always making self commitments and then not following through with them.

Discipline. Self-discipline. DREADED words.

I will do this, and it shall not kill me.

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Author: myspokenheart

Blogger, life lover, silly-hearted daydreamer...

2 thoughts on “Day 65 – shouldn’t this be getting easier?

  1. You’re doing really well! I would never even think of committing to something like this as I know I would never manage it even slightly.

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